light years away
Just finished my 3rd glass of red wine, now a lil high but still sane and sobber.
__Day time...
Had my Special Topic in Interior Design class today. Conducted by our coool lecturer named Khoo. He made me feel so small with all the architecture and interior design books and journals that we should be reading. I felt like i have ZERO knowledge in interior design. Back to square one... Half of the class was a little blur when he was briefing us our assigments. Bla bla bla...... Now i'm the weirdo who has no Astro in my house. Yes! I don't have an Astro. Bigga deal...
Then later hung out with Amy and Kenneth ----> then headed back home.
__Evening + Night...
At home, watch my One Tree Hill and getting all frustrated with it. I so love Peyton (Hilarie Burton) in the show. Her features, her hair, her taste in music. If i was a lesbian, she'll be the dream girl. After that, read National Geographic magazines for about an hour then had my dinner. After that i watched a lil tv then continued reading NG while sipping wine.
Later on, I received news from my bf that he lost his wallet. Now, i don't know what to do or say to comfort him because he's so angry with himself and lil Jeffery, his brother. Why Jeff? Long story and i'm so darn lazy to explain... as usual.
Had an arguement with an my bf 2 days ago then came to realized how stupid and childish i was to ask for a break. Time apart is not what we need. It's whacking on my head and rationality is what i NEED. Thank you Shi Jin for being so blooooodddy patient with me and my ding dong attitude.
MoZella - Light Years Away is stuck in my head for 2 days! How i wish that i discovered this song way earlier in 2004 so i could lighten things up in my life and get closure fast and not do stupid things which i really regret for doing so. Listening to the song makes me brood + sad + relieved.
But what's amazing about this song is that the lyrics is almost cathartic. It relates so much to my life till i feel like i'm watching a movie about myself dealing with hardships in relationship during my "dark" period and how i survived it after a long long time. I'm still in one pieces thank goodness.
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It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place
But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away
by MoZella
____________________________________
Now I'm gonna get back to my research on Consumer Behaviour.
Goodnight everybody.
__Day time...
Had my Special Topic in Interior Design class today. Conducted by our coool lecturer named Khoo. He made me feel so small with all the architecture and interior design books and journals that we should be reading. I felt like i have ZERO knowledge in interior design. Back to square one... Half of the class was a little blur when he was briefing us our assigments. Bla bla bla...... Now i'm the weirdo who has no Astro in my house. Yes! I don't have an Astro. Bigga deal...
Then later hung out with Amy and Kenneth ----> then headed back home.
__Evening + Night...
At home, watch my One Tree Hill and getting all frustrated with it. I so love Peyton (Hilarie Burton) in the show. Her features, her hair, her taste in music. If i was a lesbian, she'll be the dream girl. After that, read National Geographic magazines for about an hour then had my dinner. After that i watched a lil tv then continued reading NG while sipping wine.
Later on, I received news from my bf that he lost his wallet. Now, i don't know what to do or say to comfort him because he's so angry with himself and lil Jeffery, his brother. Why Jeff? Long story and i'm so darn lazy to explain... as usual.
Had an arguement with an my bf 2 days ago then came to realized how stupid and childish i was to ask for a break. Time apart is not what we need. It's whacking on my head and rationality is what i NEED. Thank you Shi Jin for being so blooooodddy patient with me and my ding dong attitude.
MoZella - Light Years Away is stuck in my head for 2 days! How i wish that i discovered this song way earlier in 2004 so i could lighten things up in my life and get closure fast and not do stupid things which i really regret for doing so. Listening to the song makes me brood + sad + relieved.
But what's amazing about this song is that the lyrics is almost cathartic. It relates so much to my life till i feel like i'm watching a movie about myself dealing with hardships in relationship during my "dark" period and how i survived it after a long long time. I'm still in one pieces thank goodness.
_________________________________
It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place
But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was
Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life
That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away
by MoZella
____________________________________
Now I'm gonna get back to my research on Consumer Behaviour.
Goodnight everybody.
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