Forlorn Glances

I cannot clear her stuff from her wardrobe yet.
I cannot throw the things she had given me even though my room's full.
I cannot think of her deeply because i'll tear badly.
I cannot go shopping with her anymore. (our outing plan would be awesome)
I cannot have an argument with her.
I cannot cook like her.
I cannot be home alone and not tear.
I cannot hear her naggings.
I cannot hear her voice forever.
I cannot believe she's gone forever.
I really can't...
I miss her terribly.